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Monday, January 26th, 2004
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School starts in a week. Must get books, must look for a job. Blah...blah...blah.
Super Troopers is the greatest movie ever.
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
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Tonight i got pulled over for speeding. Not only was i was speeding but i cut off the cop who saw me speeding. And then when this cop pulled me over i realized that my registration wasn't in the car. haha...all in all i got a warning and being a girl rules.
In other news, i bought a hot pair of levi's tonight. And i'm thoroughly excited because i recently sold a lot of my pants and i need new ones. Not that you care but whatever.
Well i have nothing else to say except i need to get laid. So if you can help me out with this, that would be great. haha
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Sunday, January 4th, 2004
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Ooooohhhh! All new episode of sex and the city comes on in about 5 minutes. I'm so excited and sad at the same time. What am i going to do without my ladies? All of my life lessons, i learn from these ladies. And now i have to say goodbye. This is the saddest moment of my life.
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Friday, January 2nd, 2004
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New years eve was fun too bad i spent half of new years day in the ER. Way to start the new year.....in pain. Whatevs, the rest of my year will be epic or i'll shoot someone.
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Wednesday, December 31st, 2003
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Big Bear was fun.....too bad i slept through most of it. haha, and then i came home and slept the whole day again. Man what is wrong with me, i most have mono or something eww!!
What the motherfuck is going on tonight? It's new years and i have nothing to do.
I didn't sleep again last night, because i slept all day yesterday when we got home from big bear. So i've been cleaning since 8am. I rule. I did laundry, cleaned my room, took down the christmas tree and vacuumed all the pine needles up. It was fun, cuz i'm a dork like that.
Man i hope something fun happens tonight......laaate
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Tuesday, December 16th, 2003
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1. were you named after anyone? a billboard in long beach
2. Single or Taken? single
3. Do you wish on stars? shooting stars, yes
4. Which finger is your favorite? the one that's not mine
5. When did you last cry? long ago
6 Do you like your handwriting? i guess
7. What is your favorite lunch meat? gallo dry salami
8. Any bad habits? smoking, trusting people, shopping, being lazy and unresponsible
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? many
10. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? yes
11. Are you a daredevil? sometimes
12.Do you like your butt? no
13.Do looks matter? If i'm trying to get into your pants then yes
14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? many times
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? more like a jaccuzzi where drag queens in gold makeup are awaiting my arrival
16. Do fish have feelings? i hate fish
17. Are you trendy? i read the book on style, re-wrote it and sold it to every fashion magazine in the country
18. How do you release anger? randomly i'll have an emotional breakdown
19. Where are your second homes? Tj
20. Do you trust others easily? i really don't trust many people
21. What was your favorite toy as a child? ninja turtles
22. What class in school do you think is totally useless? math
24. Have you ever been on radio or television? yes
25.Do you have a journal? unfortunately
26. Do you use sarcasm a lot? i thrive on it
27 Have you ever been in a moshpit? yes
28.What do you look for in a guy/girl? style, humor, intelligence, wit,many things
29.Your nickname? marsy, marzipan, marsheesha, mars, mars bars, breezy
30. Would you go bunjee jumping? maybe
31. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? depends how lazy i am at that moment in time
32. What are you worried about right now? things
33. Do you ever wear overalls? no
34. Do you think that you are strong? emotionally, yes/ physically, no
35. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? strawberry
36. What's your favorite color? red, blue
37. What is your favorite cologne or perfume? Gucci rush, BCBG metro, Eternity for men, Hugo boss for men, Aqua di gio for men
38. What is your least favorite thing in the world? people
39. How many wisdom teeth do you have? none, i had them taken out
40. Are you in love with anyone? nope
41. How many people have a crush on you right now? i don't know
42. Who do you miss most right now? many people
43. Do you have something that is lucky towards you? no
44. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? i really could give a shit, i did this because i was really bored
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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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Update time:
-I've completely quit going to class and i'm still deciding if i shall go take my finals or if i should just fail my classes.
-I'm free and clear of emotional ties to shithead asshole pricks who don't deserve my time.
-Went bike riding last night, and it was the most fun i've had in awhile. Doing it again tonight is going to rule hard.
-I've promised myself that after the first of the year i'm going to get my shit together and become a responsible young adult.
-I'm really looking forward to receiving my parka in the mail....yea, i'll never be cold again.
-I feel like maybe something is going to change for the better, and maybe i won't have to go see a shrink afterall.
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Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
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"Everything before I love you...just doesn't count" -Carrie(Sex and the city)
Ahh the words of a wise woman. And it's so true, when you think about it.
Thanksgiving tomorrow, so excited i'm going to gain 5,000 lbs. Woo-hoo!
Saw the lighter guy at school again today. That makes three times that we've made love with our eyes. I wonder if he knows about our love affair. Someday I'll work up the courage to ask his name....oh man, i'm pathetic.
Ice skating tonight, perhaps. Should be a good time.
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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
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i want to be a good woman
and i want for you to be a good man
this is why i will be leaving
this is why i can't see you no more
i will miss your heart so tender
and i will love this love forever
i don't want to be a bad woman
and i can't stand to you be a bad man
i will miss your heart so tender
and i will love this love forever
this is why i am leaving
this is why i can't see you no more
and this is why i am lying
when i say that i don't love you no more
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Friday, November 14th, 2003
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Had a wonderful day with Becky, Dylan and Ashley Jade. I laughed so hard i almost pissed myself.
"Party of four for the fabulous section!"
Man i haven't laughed that hard since.....oh yeah...last night when i got real shitty at the sushi place.
Goddamn, I said goddamn!
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In five minutes I'm either going to slit my wrists or masterbate. I haven't decided yet. Sleep has not come to me yet again......drank way too damn much.
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Friday, November 7th, 2003
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Monday, November 3rd, 2003
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Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
1. smoking
2. biting my nails
3. shopping
4. shopping
Name Four Scents You Love:
1. Gucci rush
2. Eternity for men
3. BCBG metro
4. rain
Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
1. roxy
2. spandex shorts
3. dirty underwear
4. platform boots or sandals
Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. moving to san francisco
2. this really hot guy that asked me for a lighter today at school
3. things i need to do for school
4. food
Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. iced tea
2. coffee
3. coke
4. water
First Grade Teacher's Name?
1. I think it was Mrs. Scoffield
Last Words You Said:
I don't remember
Last Song You Sang?
Outkast-Hey ya
Last Person You Hugged?
My mom
Last Thing You Laughed At?
Victor mack being really drunk and funny
Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It?
I tell my parents that i love them everyday
Last Time You Cried?
a really long time ago
What's In Your CD Player?
The walkmen
What Color Socks Are You Wearing?
none
What's Under Your Bed?
a container with art stuff
What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
11:44
Current Taste?
gum
Current Hair?
I just woke up, i need to be cut and i have major roots by Calvin Klein
Current Clothes?
Jeans, Dylans track jacket with a big yellow lion/bird thing on it
Current Annoyance?
work that i need to do for school
Current Longing?
someone to cuddle with
Current Desktop Picture?
i think it's just a picture of some field
Current Worry?
school
Current Hate?
school
Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?
Arms, nose, stomach
Last CD You Bought?
Kill Bill soundtrack
Favorite Place To Be?
San Francisco
Least Favorite Place?
school
Time You Wake Up In The Morning?
usually really late
If You Could Play An Instrument?
drums
Favorite Color?
red
Do You Believe In An Afterlife?
no
How Tall Are You?
5'5" or 5'6" i don't really know
Current Favorite Word/Saying?
high heeled chicken
Favorite Season?
fall
One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To: Lots of people
Favorite Day?
Halloween
Where Would You Like To Go?
Italy,and back to san fran
What Is Your Career Going To Be Like?
successful
How Many Kids Do You Want?
2
Favorite Car?
49' mercury, or new t-bird
A Random Lyric:
Bang Bang i shot you down
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Friday, October 31st, 2003
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San Fransisco is amazing. I'm moving here asap. Or maybe i'll just never come back. Today we took the muni to this place called jay's and had sandwiches which proceeded to give me heart burn and a stomach ache.Everything here is so cute and compact. there are so many cute stores and even cuter guys. There was this cute guy in the place we ate at and everyone decided to write him a note for me saying i'm only here till sunday, do you want to come to a party with me tonight. I don't think he was interested, but whatever. I'm never gunna see him again. I'm over it. Halloween party tonight at rory's sister's b-friend's house. Good times. I'm excited. I wish my stomach didn't hurt right now. We stayed in shawna's dorm room last night. Becky and i showereed together today in the dorm bathrooms. It was exciting, to say the least.
Wish you were here
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Sunday, October 26th, 2003
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Evacuations in my neighborhood are voluntary at the moment.
But if the fire does reach our house, I think i'm just gunna sit here and let it take me.
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Evacuations in my neighborhood are voluntary at the moment.
But if the fire does reach our house, I think i'm just gunna sit here and let it take me.
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Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
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Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
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past 24 hours*
01. cried: I haven't had a good cry in a long time
02. bought something: cigarettes, tea at bassaam
03. gotten sick: I feel sick when i wake up in the morning
04. sang: yes
05. eaten: yes
06. been kissed: no
07. felt stupid: most of the time
08. wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: I don't about the love part but i definitly want to tell him something
09. met someone new: no
10. moved on: I'm really trying my best
11. talk to an ex: yes and no
12. missed an ex: yes
13. talked to someone you have a crush on: I haven't found anybody worth my time lately
14. had a serious talk: not really
15. missed someone: all the time
16. hugged someone: i hugged dylan last nite
17. fought with your parents: not in a very long time
18. dreamed about someone you can't be with: something along those lines
social life*
01. best girl friend: Becky
02. best boy friend: I know what you're thinking but no, probably Nick Ferrante, besides the whole pervert part he was the sweetest, we got along great, and i fucked it all up
03. boyfriend/girlfriend: no, thanks for reminding me
04. if no, current dating partner: no
05. hobbies: shopping, writing, music, dancing, chillin
06. pager: i lost my pager at the epicenter when i was 14
07. are you center of attention or the wallflower:I have a tendency to be both, it just depends
08. what type automobile do you drive: Stang!
09. what type automobile do you wish you drove: New t-bird
10. would you rather be with friends or on a date: Right now on a date
11. where is the best hangout: bassaam
12. do you have a job: no
13. do you attend church: no
14. do you like being around people: yes
who*
01. have you known the longest: Becky and richie
02. do you argue the most with: myself
03. do you always get along with: Richie
04. is the most trustworthy: Most of my friends are pretty trustworthy
05. makes you laugh the most: no one makes me laugh anymore
06. has been there through all the hard times: Becky
07. has the coolest parents: probably me
08. has the scariest siblings: no one
09. is the most blunt: becky
10. is the smartest: richie
*personal*
01. who is your role model: i don't really have one
02. what are some of your pet peeves: slow drivers, asshole guys, bad breathe, girls
03. have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes
04. have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yeah
05. do you have a "type" of person you always go after:yeah, the good looking assholes
06. have you ever lied to your best friend: probably,but i eventually tell her everything
07. ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: most likely
08. would you rather be dumper or dumped? neither, i want something that's gunna last a while
09. rather have a relationship or a "hookup": a relationship
10. want someone you don't have right now: yes
11. ever liked your best guy/girl friend: no
12. do you want to get married: yes
13. do you want kids: yes, two
14. do you believe in psychics: not really
15. do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: i hope not
17. what is your favorite part of your emotional being: I don't know
18. are you happy with you: sometimes
19. are you happy with your life: right now no
20. if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: many many many things
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Monday, October 20th, 2003
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No literally. Last night i had yet another case of insomnia. I don't fucking understand.I just lay in bed toss and turn for hours and then give up and chainsmoke on my patio until the rest of the world wakes up. This has got to end. As well as this depression that i have been in for 3 weeks now. I seriously need a change, a reason to wake up everyday, actually i need a reason to go to bed. I hate school, I'm not interested, I'm easily aggitated and very irritable, my body feels like shit all the time, i'm lonely and i'm bored. Seriously, what the fuck!?
I need to move, i need to be somewhere new. I need something different. San Fransisco is coming soon enough.......i can't wait!
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